Sunday, September 27, 2009

mannahatta map

Curious to know how Manhattan looked to Henry Hudson when he first glimpsed the island in September 1609? Check out Eric Sanderson's Mannahatta: A Natural History of New York City, a fascinating new book about the island's ecology and topography. In August, I saw its companion exhibition at the Museum of the City of New York.

National Geographic has a wonderful article which summarizes Sanderson's project.

And for a very cool virtual exploration (just like Google Earth) of pre-colonial Manhattan, visit the Mannahatta Map.

Looking at the future now, recently The Wall Street Journal had a very interesting article looking at how global climate change may alter New York City's landscape: New York City Braces for Risk of Higher Seas.

another hodge blogger

Kevin's Blog

Saturday, September 26, 2009

missing her

At least two weeks have passed since I last photographed anything. Busy familiarizing myself with my new job coupled with a number of meetings and commitments after work have limited my free time.

Last weekend, the weather was terrific but I stayed inside to prepare lessons for the week ahead. I had hoped to go on an evening shoot on Randall's Island this past Friday after work, but didn't make it. Already tired from a long day at school, I was stuck in crosstown traffic much longer than expected. By the time I finally got off the bus at 125th and Lexington to catch the connecting bus to Randall's Island, the sun had already set and I was exhausted. By now, I just wanted to go home, so I did.

This morning, I slept in late and tomorrow the forecast is rainy.

Perhaps next week, I'll be able to photograph.

I'm up regularly before the crack of dawn now. And each morning I see the stunning twilight sky break above the Bronx, my heart aches a bit. For in it, I see a missed opportunity to shoot a spectacular scene. Sadness there is. But wonder and humility there is too.

I'm eager to shoot by the river again. I miss her in the early morning.

my friend, adrienne

Though it has been about a month since Adrienne's health has taken a sharp dive, I haven't blogged about it til now.

There is so much that I could say about Adrienne, a beautiful, brilliant young woman, and her remarkable mother, who has been so supportive to so many in the Hodgkin's community including yours truly.

Please leave Adrienne and her mother thoughts of strength and loving kindness on her blog.

stand up to cancer



Actresses Edie Falco (The Sopranos) and Cynthia Nixon (Sex and the City) appear in a new Stand Up To Cancer public service campaign to educate cancer patients and their families about the increased risk of infection during treatment and the importance of learning how to manage one's risk.

Read the official press release.

confronting chemobrain

A reader passed along this LA Times article about a new study that examines the impact of chemobrain on survivors' quality of life.

The study titled "Confronting Chemobrain" can be found here.

lymphoma news

The LLS has a new webcast focusing on the financial impact of cancer on patients and their family titled Family Health Matters.

Registration for the 14th Annual North American Educational Forum on Lymphoma from October 23rd to 25th in Brooklyn, New York is still available. Click here to register.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

shaky legs and all

This concluded my first official week at work. The previous week was orientation for new and returning faculty members.

It is off to a good, but challenging start. I've hit the pavement running trying to give it my all. There is a lot to learn. I'm juggling many different things, but it's going well.

The faculty and staff is composed of very talented and generous individuals. So many have offered their help, which has made me felt most welcomed. And the students are wonderful: precious and eager to learn.

I just want to do my best.

There are no guarantees. That we know. The best we can do is try.

In thinking about this new experience, I was reminded of what someone told me awhile back. He said we are born and reborn every waking moment of our lives though most times we're unaware of it. Each passing moment is fresh and different from the previous one. And with this freshness comes hope and opportunity. Birth, though miraculous and joyful, is also messy and painful, he went on to say. Remembering this, I joked with someone this week that I was experience my own birth.

I'm stumbling and learning, stumbling and growing.

Fear there is. I'm experiencing a brave new world.

Tears there have been.

But with a brave, tender heart, I'm braking the shell of my cocoon renouncing my own doubt. With each step, I open up and grow.

Shaky legs and all, I press on.

cancer news

Researchers at Stanford University are looking for about 400 cancer survivors (who are out of treatment) to take part in a six-week Internet workshop titled "Cancer: Thriving and Surviving." The study is aimed at studying how well people do after treatment. If interested, find out more at CureToday.com.

The National Bone Marrow Transplant Link will host a chronic GvHD telephone education and support group, which will take place four consecutive Thursday evenings beginning on September 24th from 7:00 - 8:15pm EST. As of Wednesday, availability remained. For more information and/or register, please contact Tiffany Rowe at tiffanyrowe@nbmtlink.org or 800-546-5268.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

lymphoma news

Young Leukemia and Lymphoma Patients Live Longer Today Than In Years Past offers a brief overview of the advances and continued struggles against blood cancers.

The LLS has a very helpful booklet that informs patients and their family about the nature of clinical trials and what questions to ask to see if a trial is right for them: Understanding Clinical Trials for Blood Cancers.

Also, the LLS in partnership with The Wellness Community (TWC) created free, private weekly online support groups led by a trained professional. Survivors and their caregivers can participate. To learn more and/or register, click here.

CDC guidelines for H1N1

Recently, the LLS posted a summary of the latest guidelines from the CDC on protection against the H1N1 (swine flu) virus.

What Do I Need to Know About the H1N1 Flu (Swine Flu)?

my brain on chemo

My Brain on Chemo is a delightful, humorous essay about how one's cancer journey can awaken a person to the world's "mundane glory." At the same time, it reminds us that when the stresses and distractions of post-treatment life return, we need to keep a bit of perspective.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

fall issue of bridges

Please check out the fall issue of MSKCC's newsletter, Bridges: Connecting Cancer Survivors.

Monday, September 07, 2009

back in chicago

With the start of teaching beginning very soon, I had my last escape this past weekend.

I spent the weekend in Chicago with a very close college friend. I'm so used to seeing him when he's in town, but was able to visit him at his new place this time. This trip marked my first time back in ChiTown and on a plane since my graduation there in 2007. The last time I boarded a plane was when I left Chicago's Midway for New York in preparation for my stem cell transplant about two months later.

The precautionary restrictions of a donor transplant prevented me from flying during those two years. However, I must confess that when it came time to schedule this trip, I forgot to ask my doctor for permission. So, he still doesn't know about it. Oops. Well, really I guess because I've been feeling so well and my health has been stable it didn't occur to me to ask. Interestingly, I suppose this was an unrealized, subconscious sense of comfort or perhaps even confidence in my own progress. I happen to think this is quite positive. This reminds me that I've also eaten sushi a few times during the past several months (without incident) without his explicit blessing . Though in the case of eating sushi, I deliberately evaded asking him. It's OK at times to stretch the rules a bit. When appropriate, it's OK to not be so literal. Again, I take this as a very encouraging sign of my continued optimism about where my health is and where it is going. I'm far from out of the woods, but at two years out I'm feeling very good and hopeful and all signs seem to confirm this.

On Friday, I returned to the U of C campus where I first visited Dr. Van Besien and his staff at the medical center. Two and a half years had passed since I first started the SGN-30 study there. He and his staff were delighted to see how well I am doing. I gave them a framed floral photograph of mine as a token of my great gratitude for their great care. Dr. Van Besien continues to receive updates on my status from Sloan as its a requirement of the SGN-30 study. The updates will continue for about 3 more years, I was told.

From there, I stopped by the Dean's office to thank her and her staff for their generosity during my medical leave of absence from 2005-2006. And lastly, I stopped by my department's building to see who might be around. There I got a chance to catch up with a few professors.

It was really wonderful to walk along the charming streets that I got to know fairly well during my two years in Hyde Park-Kenwood. I saw my former apartment buildings and most of the shops that I remembered were still there. That morning before heading to the university campus, I revisited a Hyde Park cultural institution: the Original Pancake House on E. Hyde Park Blvd across from the street from the bus stop. Just as when I was student there, I enjoyed their savory chocolate chip pancakes, which were a favorite of Su and me. If you're ever in Hyde Park, a visit here is a must. On Sundays, go early if you wish to avoid the busyness of the after church crowd. Before heading back to the Loop, I ate lunch at another neighborhood classic: Ribs 'N Bibs. Again, it was really nice revisiting some of my old stomping grounds.

Friday evening was spent at the Contemporary Museum of Art's First Friday where we mingled with a number of other singles. An awesome ambiance: lively music, beautiful women, and wine, Dionysus' gift to humanity. This was definitely one of the highlights of our time together in ChiTown.

On Saturday, my friend and I checked out the lively Jazz Festival in Grant Park and some of the area's breathtaking architectural creations, such as the Art Institute's new annex. I also had a chance to checkout the incredible new Trump International Hotel and Tower on the Chicago River. It was still under construction when I left in 2007. Undoubtedly, it's one of the most beautiful skyscrapers that I've ever seen. An (massively expensive) gem!

Chicago is a great, vibrant city. I was reminded of this this past weekend. I'd like to go back.

Faculty orientation begins tomorrow and continues the rest of the week. The first day of class is on Monday, the 14th.

I'm excited about this new opportunity. I'm looking forward to it.

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

clean PET!

After an exciting afternoon spent sailing (my first time ever) on the Long Island Sound with a friend, I received a call from one of my nurses informing me of Friday's clean scan. NED! She said that Dr. C-M was very pleased (as am I).

I'm delighted to still be dancing with NED two years later!

BTW, September is National Leukemia and Lymphoma Awareness Month.