Saturday, April 25, 2009

pleasant surprises by the lake

Last evening at the Frick, the subject of our class' discussion was Jean-Baptiste-Camille Corot's 1861 painting, The Lake.

There are a number of works at the Frick that I tend to gravitate to whenever I'm there. I'm sure every museumphile has theirs. But The Lake for some reason wasn't one of them. Analyzing the painting amidst other spirited young adults, I knew that I had seen it many times before but clearly, it hadn't made an indelible impression like others in the museum's collection. More surprisingly, in conversation with the other participants I learned that this piece had always been a favorite of many of them.

I suppose my past indifference to it was due in large measure to its drab, uniform impression at first glance. But as I discovered yesterday evening, Corot's painting is incredibly rich and nuanced and yes, even colorful. This dreamy-like piece offers a lot of playfulness to the imagination.

Having the willingness to see the familiar, the mundane, or even the averse with fresh eyes and an open heart can reveal the most pleasant surprises. That's what I was reminded of last night.

Friday, April 24, 2009

cancer news

Today's NYT has two interesting articles about the continuing challenges in the decades long "war on cancer."

Advances Elusive in the Long Drive to Cure Cancer

As Other Death Rates Fall, Cancer's Scarcely Moves

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

cancer news

With Son in Remission, Family Looks for Coverage is definitely worth reading.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

notes from my visit to the podiatrist

My appointment last week with my podiatrist went well. He told me that though GVHD and the Tacrolimus I'm taking make it difficult to diagnose precisely the cause of the pain emanating from the right arch of my right foot, he thinks is it is a "bio-mechanical" problem. The arch, he said, is inflammed due to added pressure caused by the way I'm walking. This sounds so strange, however, because I feel like I'm walking the same way that I always have. The problems with my feet didn't arise until about the time the GVHD appeared last summer.

Like Dr. C-M, he stated that the immunosuppressive drug, Tacrolimus, is likely responsible for some of the neuropathy. I asked about an X-ray, but he said it wouldn't show anything. An MRI might, but it's crazy expensive he went on to say, and at least for the moment, it is best to try other remedies first.

I was told to continue the stretching exercises as well as massage. Ice the right arch as often as possible to alleviate the inflammation. Ideally twice a day. Stay off the right foot whenever possible.

There are medications I can take, but we were in agreement that they weren't necessary. I'm on way too many meds already. I don't need more. The other more appealing option he offered if the pain doesn't improve in a few months is to receive an anti-inflammatory injection. There are, however, no guarantees. For some people, one or two injections take care of the problem for good. Yet for others, the relief is temporary. I'll try the remedies he recommended and see what happens.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

stem cell transplants for multiple myeloma


BMT InfoNet will host a free webcast on April 29th at 7:00pm EST titled Stem Cell Transplant for Multiple Myeloma: Is It Right for Me? Registration is necessary.

Monday, April 13, 2009

focused and at ease

As many of you know, I've been trying to get my foot in the door as a teacher. I've submitted my resume to a number of schools and was planning to do a lot more of this today. But this past weekend, something hit me quite suddenly and profoundly. Rather than struggling to land an entry level teaching position in this difficult job market, I began thinking that it may be best for me to return to school. Presently, I'm competing with individuals who have both their teaching certificate as well as teaching experience. Not to mention their MA in Education. Not having any of these and considering the tightness of the job market, it is doubtful that I'll land anything soon. As a result, I should take this moment to prepare for the future hopeful that teaching opportunities will be more available in about a year. So, I've shifted my attention to returning to grad school.

During the past year, I've thought about a number of different career paths. At any one time, there were at least 3 different jobs that I was contemplating. But for the first time (I can't explain quite how) I feel rather focused and at ease about the prospect of becoming a secondary history/social studies teacher. I feel like I might have discovered finally what it is I want to do.

cancer news

Few Physicians Support Private Banking Of Umbilical Cord Blood

Sunday, April 12, 2009

peeps show III

This time last year I was so giddy when I stumbled upon The Washington Post's Peeps Show diorama contest. Well, I'm giddy again. Check out the top 40 entries for this year's Peeps Show III. Many of them are quite creative.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

the pre-OMG stupid cancer happy hour


In anticipation of the upcoming 2nd Annual OMG! Cancer Summit For Young Adults on May 4th in NYC, I'm Too Young For This in cooperation with fertileHOPE, the Young Survival Coalition, and Cancer101 is hosting a pre-Stupid Cancer Happy Hour on April 29th from 7-10pm at the Mercury Bar in midtown Manhattan.

Whether you're able to make the summit or not, this is a great opportunity to meet and chill out with others from the young adult community.

Due to tutoring, I won't be able to make the summit, but I'll be at the happy hour at about 9pm. Maybe I'll see some of you there.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

making friends along the way

I forgot to mention that at Monday's appointment Dr. C-M suggested I see a podiatrist too. So, this morning I scheduled an appointment for next week. My podiatrist may be able to offer some more information about the nature of the problem and how the pain can be alleviated.

Yesterday afternoon I had the pleasure of finally meeting Erin and Zach, two amazing individuals. Interestingly, they're both Hodge survivors. Erin is fine, but Zach, unfortunately, continues to fight this dreaded disease. He was diagnosed back in 2002, a year before me, and like me, has received rounds and rounds of different treatments.

Like with many other survivors online, we've developed a friendship going back a few years. It so happened that they were in town this week and so, we were able to meet.

Of course, I never would have wished for cancer, but because of it I feel richer and more inspired by the dozens and dozens of remarkable individuals whom I've gotten to know (in person and virtually) along the way.

Monday, April 06, 2009

day +594

Today started with my checkup at Dr. C-M's office. Everything continues to go as well as one could hope. The chronic GvHD remains, but thankfully, it hasn't worsened. My parents and medical staff think the complexion of my face has improved over the course of the past several months. I happen to agree. The hyperpigmentation, which is also present on my lower lip and penis, looks the same as it did many months ago. But again, the changes to my face caused by the GvHD are cosmetic and unless told, most people wouldn't notice them at first. I'd far rather have this tiny issue than GI or other more serious problems resulting from a donor transplant.

The one day-to-day nuisance is the stiffness of my toes and feet. Whenever I'm in clinic, I inform them of any issues (ongoing or resolved), so I brought this up. I also told my doctor that a few days earlier I started to do a few toe and feet stretching exercises. I found them in Bob Anderson's classic, Stretching. Why I thought about doing this only now? I have no idea. No one ever mentioned stretching as a possibility. Nevertheless, he agreed that such exercises may alleviate some of the pain.

All my past treatments and the continued use of Tacrolimus, he said, are together the likely causes of the neuropathy. But this should improve with the tapering over time. Though for the moment, my present dosage will remain at 1mL. In three months, he said he'll probably reduce it a bit more. Tapering, he reiterated, is a tricky, balancing act. Tapering too quickly can induce a GvHD flare up which would cause more harm than good.

My next follow-up is not for three months. I can't recall ever being away from the clinic for so long.

Afterwards, I participated in a shooting for an ad campaign. No, I was not shooting. I was the one being shot. Sloan is creating a variety or print, radio, and TV ads for its third annual Rock & Run on the River, which will take place on June 7th. I was asked to be one of the event's faces to which I agreed. Some ads will be published in the New York Times, Time Out New York, and elsewhere. I have no idea yet where any images of me will be.

The staff at the media publishing company were fantastic. It was a pretty cool experience. I've never smiled or blinked as many times in my life.

After the shoot, I had about an hour to burn before tutoring. Last week as I was en route to the tutoring site in the Flatiron District, I stumbled upon a small, intimate European-styled cafe on Madison Avenue. I stepped in and ordered a chai latte (a favorite of mine) to go, but while I was waiting I was charmed by the cafe's flavorful decor. Located only about 4 blocks north of the tutoring site, I went there for another chai latte this afternoon and sat down to read and enjoy the ambiance.

It turns out that the gentleman working there is Tunisian. I think he's the owner, but I'm not sure. Anyway, I struck up a conversation with him asking if the music being played was by Fairouz, the famous Lebanese singer. Indeed, it was. I took this opening to initiate a conversation in Arabic, which I hadn't spoken since my time in Chicago. Sadly, I was a little rusty at first but after a few embarrassing pauses and mishaps, the vocabulary and verb conjugations began to flow more and more easily. It was thrilling. Despite all the hours I've spent studying the language over the many years, I have become lazy. Primarily it's because my interests since my transplant have been focused in other areas and I felt little drive to keep up with it. But today's revitalizing experience in the cafe made me think again. I'm planning to spend some time each day reviewing Arabic as well as perhaps becoming something of a regular at this cafe. It's a great place to spend some time before tutoring.

The neighborhood itself - the Flatiron District - is pretty cool. It's an area of Manhattan that I almost never visit, but volunteering has given me the opportunity to explore it. One of the cool historical facts that I learned last week is that the august New York Life Building used to be the location where the famous P.T. Barnum's velodrome (or oval racing track) existed. It was the home of the original Madison Square Garden, which makes sense since the elegant park directly opposite it is called Madison Square Park. And Madison Avenue was named after President James Madison. There's an interesting statue of President Chester Arthur in the park too. Why? I have no clue. And finally, Madison Avenue begins just south of the New York Life Building at 23rd Street and runs uptown ending at something of interest to me: the Madison Avenue Bridge.

The day was cloudy and wet, but it was glorious nonetheless.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

upcoming hodgkin's lymphoma teleconference

On April 17th from 1:30-2:30pm EST, CancerCare will host a free teleconference titled Hodgkin's Lymphoma: Understanding Biology, Treatment and Survivorship. Learn more and/or register here.